May 20th, 2003

little review

Poem for Tuesday

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I have been at my computer for nearly three hours this morning. I have not even started work. I have not written one word of the collaborative fic I am supposed to be working on. I have not touched a group story I am supposed to be done with by tonight. I have not made a dent in my correspondence. I just deleted about 20 Clark/Lex fics from mailing lists because there is no way I am going to get them read. I have not left comments for about 20 people on LJ who deserve them.

I know I am blowing off two hours tonight to watch Buffy (even though I've missed most of this season) and Smallville (even though my expectations are very low). So everything has to be done by 3 p.m. when my kids get home from school. As if!

It's not even noon and I feel like a complete and utter failure today.